New Work.....End of Year thoughts.

Understanding In A Car Crash




I havent put anything new up in a while and i just finished Documenting my work from Alternative process class. My favorite one is the one etitled Understanding In A Car Crash. I illustrated one of my favorite songs called....well of course Understanding In A Car Crash. Its by the Band named Thursday. The song is about an experience the lead singer had when he was younger that i can kind of relate to. He was Driving in the car with his girlfriend/his love and his car was Tboned on her side of the car. She died and he has never recovered fully. And thats the idea, this bad horrible shit happens to us sometimes and alot of the time we never recover. We grow and we learn but your never the same person agian. After you get done reading this you'll never be the same person. Everytime you make contact with someone and they understand what your saying they will never be the same. Are bodies and minds go through a continious state of change. Think about it, you are not a solid, the matter in our bodies is simply made of microscopic atoms that are always in this crazy dance known as energy amd motion. Finding the balance is key to not repeating the same bad happenings from.....well happening all over again. We are both blessed and cursed with this thing called a memory. But we are also blessed with the ability to see the past in a differenet state of mind and make a bad situation a good one. Life is a constant problem solving game. What should i wear? How mood should i be in today? Diet coke or regular? We have a choice with how to deal with every situation whether it be in the moment or in retrospect. we have a choice whether to make or life positive experience. I knwo it sounds like im lecturing, well this is the only way i can lecture my self. This school year has come to an end and its Awesome and sucky at the same time. It means no pressure and deadlives but it also means lack of frined contact. The situation is awkward becasue im not sure how to feel. No school means more time with Sarah, Mom, Britt, Erik...and all my friends and family from home but it also means less sammy and alex and sabrina and all my frineds from school. The truth is i should stop worrying about it. I jsut have to get better at communicating not person to person. I plan on watching alot of movies and relaxing alot this summer. Recharge my batteries. I may take a small break from shooting and editing to get all my stuff organized and in line. Im sures theres more to say but....there always is but.....i got shit to do.