There goes the summer

Sometimes we plan out exactly how the summer will go and the only way we will be happy is if it works out that way. Monday night pretty much secured that my summer will be anything but what i wanted it to be. I broke my foot. Logan jumped off the couch i caught him and snap. Not even a cool interesting story. Just two guys horsing around and a stupid step that resulted in me being a little depressed baby, because i hate not being able to do what i want when i want. Thank god i have such an amazing girlfriend. I feel so bad having to make her help me and i know she doesnt think of it as a job but i know she will get frustrated with me at some point. I just want to be surrounded with all my friends so they can make fun of me and tell i shouldnt ever drink alchol ever again. Pretty much this has been the worst 48 hrs. We were haven fun drink and bullshitting and then next thing you know im passed out in the upstairs bathroom covered in my own throw up.(naked) Fortunatly im not as insecure as i use to be. Thank god Logan and Sabrina are so layed back, they tryed to take care of me so sarah wouldnt have to be freakedout by all the puke. They really felt like parents. all i wanted was her though, i felt like thats all i kept saying" wheres sarah, wheres sarah!!" Neways i have a couple of really interesting months on the way, im hoping it will just force Sarah and i to get even closer. I dont know what i would do without her in my life. I would be lost and out of control with out her. She is my muse, my life, my lover, my care taker, my secret sexy witch in the novel that playsout in my mind. She has cast her spell and i willing let it take me over.